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That damn virus finally wore off a while ago. I would've said so before, but once it went away and I got home, there were some issues I had to take care of - mostly with the Lakelta tribe. I'm getting sick and tired of how they just won't listen. But at least I'm back to the way I'm supposed to be!
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I found out what a bra is. Did you?
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I just looked back on the community and realized that I've been here over a year now. Is something supposed to happen? I still don't understand this place, but it's proven to be worthwhile.

Now that I'm back, I'm still going over the answers people gave me a while ago. So it looks like magic either comes from something like a spirit stone or a wand, or it comes from some sort of inner source. There's no way I'm moving the Deimos from depending on one item to another! Which only leaves the "inner source" option. Maybe it's not too farfetched. After all, if the spirit stones got their power from spirits, then why can't we draw the same power from our own?

I just don't know how yet. But I'll figure it out! There's no way in hell I'll let the Deimos down!

Now that I think about it, Lilia had us draw on our own power to escape that hellhole the Lord of the Black Abyss sent us into. If I could do that again...

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Indeed. However, if I am ever a girl again I do not want to use it
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It's cool you're going on the 'inner source' power. But don't forgot that has it's draw backs just as well.

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Me neither. I didn't try one on, but they looked uncomfortable!
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Draw backs? I guess it would make me tired if I used it too much. Is that what you mean?

((OOC: S'all good, I'm tagging late. >.>))

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I did.. But I think I took the wrong size... Sides, I don't have any shame now.
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Well.. ahhh. Not exactly what I meant.

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You see as great as 'inner faith' may be. It's also a double edge sword, for if people stop believing. Well. Then what they where believing in will 'proof'
Supposely. I haven't been wanting to find that out, exactly.

Well I'm just glad it's over and I don't have to worry about stuff like that anymore. I can't believe women wear those things on a daily basis!

What do you mean if people stop believing..? I didn't know this "inner power" thing was based on faith! I thought it was just a kind of energy that you pull out of yourself somehow. I'm pretty sure I did it once before and all it took was for me to believe in myself and a better future.

Neither can I...

Yes, 'inner power' is heavily based on faith.

And if enough people stop believing... Well, things can disappear. ~~Like me~~

Well, that works. They just have to keep it.

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Disappear...this is a lot more complicated than I thought. This isn't how all magic works, is it? For everyone who can use it?

~~What?!~~

Hmm, now that I think about it, when we tapped into our own power before it was sort of a faith thing.

Well, not for witches and wizards. That I know of.

~~Exactly, what I say~~

Oh? So, we've had practice have we?

Then that's what I'm thinking of. They use their own power, right? I wouldn't want to be called a wizard though.

~~So there is a catch to your immortality. Hn, there's always a catch.~~

Maybe. It was something Lilia had us all do. We called on a power she said was within all of us - the power of hope. I know it might sound kind of stupid, but it saved us from dying in the Lord of the Black Abyss's Shadow World. So there must be something to it. I guess there was a sort of faith involved in that.

Touché but they use a stick to control it. Same way with some fairies...Why not?

~~Yeah, you always have to read the fine print. But not like I'm real anyways, I'm just from people's imagination and belief, goes to show how powerful the mind really can be~~

Doesn't sound stupid at all, actually.

You mean a wand - like Luna, right?
Because it was a witch who enslaved me when I was a kid.

~~You're real enough to me and everyone here. Listen, don't tell anyone I said this, but I won't stop believing. So don't worry about disappearing.~~

Do you think I could use that same...thing to use magic?

Exactly.
Oh, right.
But you can't hate them of all because of one person.

~~Thank you... Times like this I wish I could cry.~~

Why not?

I'm going to see if I can do it without a wand first.
I don't. Luna's a witch, and so's one of my old companions. I just don't like the words. I'd never call myself a wizard.

~~No problem. Don't get all sappy about it or anything though, I was just saying the truth.~~

...I could try it at least. That is, if I can remember how.

Alright. Cool. Let me know how that goes, alright?
Ah, I see. I see.

~~If I could I would. But I can't. So don't worry.~~

See, see, see. And if you don't. You could ask someone?...

Right. Maybe one day I'll be as powerful as you!

If I could find Lilia I'd ask her about it. Camellia might be able to help too, but she's probably in the same situation as I am.

I doubt that Maybe, maybe. You never know.

... Wish I could help you there.

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