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...I don't care if it was just another damn virus. I had a family - a real one. People I thought I cared about all my life...who wouldn't leave me.
Damn it! Damn it to hell! This is so stupid! I shouldn't be so...so...
...Hurt.
It was just a virus. It made me think I have a family, that's all. My only family is Kharg and my grandfather, and I barely know them. I guess it's still something. But...
No...I'm not gonna regret what happened during the virus, and I'm not gonna get all sappy about it either. There are more important things right now, so I shouldn't - I won't let it get to me. It just...felt good to have a real family for a few days.
[LOCKED to Philomel, Luna Lovegood and Lyra Silvertongue]
Phil, Luna, Lyra...I know it wasn't your choice or anything, but...I'm glad you were my family. Even if it was for a little while.
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Damn it! Damn it to hell! This is so stupid! I shouldn't be so...so...
...Hurt.
It was just a virus. It made me think I have a family, that's all. My only family is Kharg and my grandfather, and I barely know them. I guess it's still something. But...
No...I'm not gonna regret what happened during the virus, and I'm not gonna get all sappy about it either. There are more important things right now, so I shouldn't - I won't let it get to me. It just...felt good to have a real family for a few days.
[LOCKED to Philomel, Luna Lovegood and Lyra Silvertongue]
Phil, Luna, Lyra...I know it wasn't your choice or anything, but...I'm glad you were my family. Even if it was for a little while.
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Date: 2008-08-29 10:25 pm (UTC)[LOCKED to Jack; unhackable]
I still do, sort of. It's as if I still feel close to them like I did during the virus, but I'm just not blinded by it anymore.
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Date: 2008-08-29 10:44 pm (UTC)[Locked to Darc]
Oh, I see. I see. As if you know they're not really related to you but you're still have that comfort none the less?
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[LOCKED to Jack]
Date: 2008-08-31 03:27 am (UTC)[Locked to Darc]
Date: 2008-08-31 08:18 pm (UTC)Re: [Locked to Darc]
Date: 2008-09-02 09:37 pm (UTC)