halfdeimos_king: (Awkward/Embarrassed/For comfort)
Darc ([personal profile] halfdeimos_king) wrote2008-08-29 12:23 pm

[Follow-up to Family Virus - NOT backdated]

...I don't care if it was just another damn virus. I had a family - a real one. People I thought I cared about all my life...who wouldn't leave me.

Damn it! Damn it to hell! This is so stupid! I shouldn't be so...so...

...Hurt.

It was just a virus. It made me think I have a family, that's all. My only family is Kharg and my grandfather, and I barely know them. I guess it's still something. But...

No...I'm not gonna regret what happened during the virus, and I'm not gonna get all sappy about it either. There are more important things right now, so I shouldn't - I won't let it get to me. It just...felt good to have a real family for a few days.

[LOCKED to Philomel, Luna Lovegood and Lyra Silvertongue]

Phil, Luna, Lyra...I know it wasn't your choice or anything, but...I'm glad you were my family. Even if it was for a little while.

[/LOCKED]

[identity profile] wannabesanta.livejournal.com 2008-08-29 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Just what I say...

Alright, just because you may had have family and you thought these other people where your family, why can't you think of them in that way of sorts still?

I know I do.

[identity profile] halfdeimos-king.livejournal.com 2008-08-29 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
You mean...still think of them as family anyway?

[LOCKED to Jack; unhackable]
I still do, sort of. It's as if I still feel close to them like I did during the virus, but I'm just not blinded by it anymore.
[/LOCKED]

[identity profile] wannabesanta.livejournal.com 2008-08-29 10:44 pm (UTC)(link)
But of course!

[Locked to Darc]
Oh, I see. I see. As if you know they're not really related to you but you're still have that comfort none the less?
[/Locked]

[LOCKED to Jack]

[identity profile] halfdeimos-king.livejournal.com 2008-08-31 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
Something like that, I guess.

[Locked to Darc]

[identity profile] wannabesanta.livejournal.com 2008-08-31 08:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Do they all still feel the same as well?

Re: [Locked to Darc]

[identity profile] halfdeimos-king.livejournal.com 2008-09-02 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
It looks like it.